my life seems nice doesnt it?
i have a boyfriend that loves me, a "so called job", ppl that care and always want to go out together.

but i'm not happy.
and i feel like screaming because keeping quiet is killing me slowly.. i feel like crying all the time.

and i'm hurting him because i dont know what to do next in my life.
i need answers. i need time i need to be alone. haiz..



i sound so fucking depressed and i think i'm going mad.
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