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Thursday, September 28, 2006 @ Thursday, September 28, 2006
this is to my first crush. my childhood sweetie! haha. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY STEFAN!! i miss u loads! haha.
today nv go school.stayed home to do my art. later joel maybe coming over to help me! see first. mummy cooked food for him too! haha. so nice of her to do so. i know all he wants is the food la rite? HAHA! k la. i need finish my board! be back later.
i miss laurie jie! haha.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @ Wednesday, September 27, 2006
my art piece is due in 2 days. im in major shit. i only just started on my board! im missing classes tmr so i can complete it. damn it. haha. someone help me!!
deon's birthday party is on friday. wat shall i wear? wat shall i get her? haha. i only need the money! ive been skipping recess from mon. i'm totally broke! oh yeahhhh!! can't wait to eat yummy bbq food!
ness-honestly! when have u cared abt ME? you say you were on the way, but look wat u did. i nv put words in ur mouth... you nv even said much abt this friendship. when i asked you on the phone, did you REPLY me? NO! u just kep silent abt it! how do u think i felt?! im so sick n tired too. and i was the one who tried to be there for you. you say youre tired n irritated. tell me la, when have YOU needed me? you can run to any other person. just dun use them or hurt them, and i didn't ruin this friendship. if i didn't want it, i would NOT have talked to you abt us. i would NOT have wanted you to be happy. i would NOT have ran to meet u when u called. i would NOT be angry right now. i would NOT let you count on me. i would NOT care or love YOU. i would NOT have called you. i would NOT cry for you.
but look wat you say? you don't care. cause you dun need me. i ain't SPECIAL like him. if you really cared, you would have called or msg like hw you do to him when HE ignores you. dun lie to me anymore. i was the one waiting for you. not you. i shall NOT anymore, cuz you dun need me. thats the truth. but it dun mean i want it to end like this. but youve made it clear now. you don't want me anymore. so i'm sorry.
goodbye. take care.
amanda,christie,audrey i'm sorry. i hope you girls wont be upset. its ok. take care of her. atleast i have you girls no matter wat. i know tat. cuz i dun wanna lose you and you dun wanna lose me! haha. i love you three. i mean it. you know you have me! ALWAYS.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ Tuesday, September 26, 2006
can you ppl believe it! JONATHAN lost. i was so sad la. but EXPECTED! shucks man. poor dear boy. haha. nvm girls. next year, we'll do spice girls. haha. and yes, we need to get e pic soon! you all know why! oh, four of us only or wat? haha! lets take more pictures! =)
anyway, miss vanessa lee. i nv force u to say anything to me, or to get over him INSTANTLY! pls dun PUT word in my mouth. im just sick n tired of the same old thing week aft week. its you who dunno what friendship is abt. seriously la, if you loved me as a fren too, was it so hard to answer me on the phone? WHY BLOG ABT IT! please la. if u wanna continue being hurt, i'm sorry for you den. ill not bother. cuz i noe its useless. i'm nothing to you. all i ever wanted was for u to be happy. really happy. not hurt inside. only you can decide for yourself. no one can ever force u to do anything. its always been up to you. it always had and will be. go ahead and do watever you wan. i was NEVER impt to you. i finally realised how stupid i am, how stupid i am to let u use me. im sick n tired. you dun need me rite? you dun bother when u lose me as a fren? so wats the point. i tried to be a good fren. all i ever wanted was to not see u cry. so much for caring. when u dun even want me. FUCK. i hate this. i wanna move along.
so i guess this is where we come to. the end. bye. take care.
i have to change skin soon. again. haha.
Friday, September 22, 2006 @ Friday, September 22, 2006
this post is dedicated to the ppl who let my hair DOWN! haha. i love you guys! =)
BABA- having you there as a friend brings smiles in my life. Haha. You really can make me smile in school, even thru bad times. Thank you for being a good friend. SHAM- miss HOTTY! I miss u already. I cant believe its our last year. Being in the same class for these 5 years has been another JOY. Haha. Thanks for being my fun,caring-retarded partner. *I hope the three of US wont lose contact once school ends and when we begin a new life. Away from riverside. I wont forget you both for being there. I promise!
DEON- its been 5 years since Ive known you. You were one of the very first friends I made in riverside. We were silly, wild, lame, playful and still kiddies with crushes tat made us go crazy. Craving their names on the table, board n other stuff! Haha. How can I ever forget you too. Youre a special friend. A bestie. Yeahh, I know Ive made mistakes in life over silliest things. I regret losing for a period of time. But Im glad my efforts paid off. I always knew u loved me too! Haha. Im so happy to have you back as a friend. I wan this to last. I hope u do too! Lets JIA YOU! Haha. Thanks for everything too. I hope you can open up more to me thou. Cry when u need to, cuz Ill be here! =)
DREY- youre a another sweetie-pie. How could I ever lose a friend like you, nv able to NOT make me smile or laugh. You too have been a good listener. Thanks for every talk, advice n blahblah-ness you give me. I love you plenty too. There will nv be enough words to describe how lovely you are. I dont wanna lose someone like you.I cant wait to see you again.
DONG! Gosh.. its been 11years. So fast yeah? I cld nv forget our primary school days. It was totally fun-ness! Haha. Hop-strotch, skipping, spice girls, Britney spears, blue team, school bus rides, mamee,sea-weed , saga seeds, ghost stories, n so many crapp. I miss it ok! Im sorry nv go IJ with ya! I regret. But atleast I didnt lose u n steph. Haha. Rmb the times u both fight n dun talk to each other. Wa lao. Cant stop laughing! I miss those days. I want more from you. Haha. I love you. You know this friendship is counting on till we die! =)
NESSA- oh you! Haha. I want tat smile back on your face. I know u can do it! We love you plenty. I DO!! Haha. Ill always be here for you. Thanks for taking your first step girl. I really appreciate it. I wanna help u be happy. Tats wat frens are for. You cant live without me! Take care of ur health ok? N call me soon! Haha. =)
MANDA- our first neoprint together. And how long have I known u! gosh. Wat can I say abt you. Youre my sweetie-pie, you bright up my life. Wat would life be without you. I love you girl. Thanks for the listening ear, hugs, smiles, songs , dances, and so many little things you do. I miss you already. Cant wait to see you again. Study hard. And dun forget- I’ll always be here with you. And yes, drey, ness,chris,sher, you n dunno who else can be my VIPs at wedding day to you know who! Haha.
PETER- 1st of all, Im sorry for being mean tat day! Its all my fault. You were only being a good friend to us both. We really appreciate everything ure done for us. Without you, life would definitely be totally different. We cant live without your jokes, laughter n silly-ness! We miss you.
Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ Thursday, September 21, 2006
today is okay. went to sch to do my art awhile. den went to meet him. tried banquet chicken rice today! it was ok. my hse downstairs BETTER! den went to library awhile, he was acting silly! haha. at abt 7plus went home liao.
watched singapore idol on tv! OMG. i love jonathan's smile! love it love it love it! i want him to win! i can't wait!!!!! haha. oh pls ppl, let him win! VOTE atleast once! haha. i love him much much! so does manda,sher n i BELIEVE many more!
anyway, thanks for opening up to me. but dun rush ok? i noe it takes time. dry your tears, i promise you it'll all be alright soon. i want to see u smile again.love ya! =)
Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ Wednesday, September 20, 2006
*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.
tagger: Vanessa next victims: Christie, Deon,Laurie,Shaheera Target gender: Male
Points of a Perfect Lover. 1) He must love me ALOT. 2) He must be there whenever I need him 3) He must care for me like how I wld for him 4) He must try n be romantic 5) He must not be too VAIN. 6) He MUST remember our special days. 7) He must trust me with all his heart. 8) He must forever be FAITHFUL only to me.
*ps- Ive found him already. =)
Monday, September 18, 2006 @ Monday, September 18, 2006
OH YEAH FINALLY! i managed to change my blogskin! is it nice? =) i did it in 1 hour! haha.
aft chem paper today which totally sucked, i had art till 2pm. i didn't do any prepatory work so i just anyhow complete. coloured my final piece like pri. sch art work. den go meet peter,joel n zach at rosewood. they were swimming. haha. den joel n me went to buy food for them. when we reached back, 2 security guards were there, asking zach n peter if they stayed there. den say we cannot go in if we nv stay there. stupid sia. nag nag nag at us. den joel and me just walk away. zach's girl n his fren also came. so altogether 6 ppl, so too many, hmmphh. so we just decided to go.
reached home, ate dinner. watch tv. now on the com, stupid brother wants to use too. so i gotta go off liao. maybe ltr i'll be back. haha. k la. i wanna bathe now, den do my art! =)
cheerios.
Saturday, September 16, 2006 @ Saturday, September 16, 2006
i spent the day mostly at home. SLEEP-DO ART-SLEEP-WATCH TV-SLEEP. den dinner liao. haha HOW TIME FLIES!
had dinner with the ladies. amanda,nessa,christie and servers. amanda n nessa cannot finish food. HAHA. so sean forced them. amanda TRIED to be funny. like dropping chopsticks n MIXING my food with hers. HAHA. mad woman. den we went to socccer court. talk nonsense all the way. made fun of bernard by calling him KOR KOR. haha. or figo 10. sorry kor kor! den at abt 10 plus, walked to church cuz nessa n i needed to PEE. haha. den went to 7/11 to buy mr softee. so yummy. den walked to a.vanessa's hse to sing, eat n hang out. haha. now on the computer with danielle. telling her abt some despo-joel's fren. HAHA. i can't wait to meet him next week.
mr ben- rmb ok? help me cover up! haha. ok la. gotta chat with YOU now. bye! =)
Friday, September 15, 2006 @ Friday, September 15, 2006
today physics paper was damn easy. if i had studied! haha. oh well, aft tat. went to CWP with baba n sham. went to buy macs breakfast den go meet him. on the way out CWP, saw three buddies. haha. hazel,deon n mice. deon stold HALF my hasbrown. because i let her. haha.
waited for bloody bus so long. den go his house. ate, watch tv, talk nonsense, watched wedding crashers halfway when we heard the key. OMG his bro came back. haha. the rest of the story is confidential. i shall tell u if u ask me. haha. only if u're a special.
den came back liao SLEEP. slept till 7 plus la. i was damn tired haven't even bathe! den woke up by stupid cousin justin! he came over to play soccer with servers! hmmphh. den i wake up. everyone else go out. HAHA! sean n justin left for soccer. avlyn left to play badminton. mummy n daddy went for karaoke. AND I STAY AT HOME! because no one wan ask me out. ANYWAY, i hate being home alone. it is so scary. i hate being in the dark.
alrite, JASMINE IS OUT!! like tat ah.. PLEASE VOTE FOR JONATHAN!! i love him loads! haha. i love his smile,his singing, EVERYTHING! oh man, i was so scared ok! haha. but now everything is expected! jonathan n hady. it'll be good competition. but jonathan will win! YEAHHH!! =)
haha. please ppl. vote for him! k la.. i'm gg mad liao. i wanna change skin soon. i;m bored! deon wants to change too. HAHA. great minds think alike. was looking for one last week, but nothing i found was nice to me. hmmphhh... i wan smt tat has ... pink,black,maybe silver. with sexy babes or dancers. haiyoh! can't find. will someone nice help?
theodora-ann alexandra.
Thursday, September 14, 2006 @ Thursday, September 14, 2006
wat was done today
-wake up -meet deon -walk to school -math p2 prelims -walk ard -eat & drink -take lift. -kanna chased out by teacher. -do art.
-meet him. -watch movie -walk ard -come home with him -play computer -eat macaroni -played with water -sms -talk on phone. -sing song
LATER -dinner -study -talk on the phone - my beauty sleep *whenever i cry,u're there by my side. and you want me to know, all the little things tat i do for love will bring peace to my heart.
*your love is in me, in my life , in every song tat i sing your love is in me n i truly want the world to see. your love within me sets me free.
@ Thursday, September 14, 2006
I'VE BEEN TAGGED! (DEON MADE ME DO THIS, again)
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints 2. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours 3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged. 4. Start your post with I have been tagged! then do this.
Current Mood: very bored Current Taste: egg tart Current Clothes: school uniform Current Desktop: some stupid map! (dad’s) Toenail Colour: half silver glitters! Current Time: 1800 Current Surroundings: stuffed computer room Current Annoyances: the fan spoilt!
First Best Friends: reina lee ( still is!) First Crush: Stefan jude santa maria First Movie: FORGOT! First Lie: tat forgot to do homework! First Music: mummy’s singing.
Last Crush: joel chan mei mei Last Movie: little man Last Phone Call: mummy Last song played: I want to go home
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: YEAH! (deon,we dated for half an hour during recess last year! Haha) Have you ever broken the law: YES. Have you ever been arrested: NO Have you ever skinny-dipped: NO Have you ever been on TV: YES! S’PORE IDOL! Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NO
5 things you are wearing: undergraments, FBT shorts, school blouse 4 things you did today: blog, watch movie, do art, meet deon, 3 things you can hear right now: stupid tv, media player, sean! 1 thing you do when you're bored: sing songs!
Who are the five people? 1) manda 2) nessa 3) laurie 4) bernard 5) audrey
Monday, September 11, 2006 @ Monday, September 11, 2006
social studies paper today so shitty. i anyhow write man. sure fail!! den next was chinese. i know how to do abit la. i tink can just pass.
ooh well.. he's at a chalet now. haiz.. the last time he went for a chalet. he took some pictures. only to let me find out months later. it tore my heart. i really hope it won't be repeated. i wanna trust him again! why is love so confusing. haiz...
11th year of friendship. and you're 5 days late in telling me. i dun even know wat to say to you.
@ Monday, September 11, 2006
so many things happened lately. haven't got time to blog so here i am now! =)
friday had pizza hut with him for lunch! den met deon on fri, went over to her hse. stayed over for dinner den aft tat met e rest to send laurie off. *praying for her safety. i know the two months will just fly past. by then she'll be back! haha, can't wait! =) anyway, stayed over airport till 6am. reached home by 8am n slept.
saturday i only woke up at abt 7pm to have dinner with the rest. den watched servers play soccer till abt 10.den came home. SLEEP AGAIN! haha. i was just lazy. tired. watever. haha.
sunday woke up for breakfast with him! haha. den met drey today for mass. it was holy communion mass today. so was longer. but den nvm la... haha. den waited for her as she needed see father, den had lunch behind coffee shop. yummy beehoon! haha. den at abt 2 plus took 187 to boonlay. watced tv. drink/eat bak ku teh. sleep awhile. den watched charlie's angels! damn stupid ok?! but den nt to do... hmmm.. now i'm home le. not tired but dad is scolding la! gtg soon. oh.. prelims tmr morning. or rather.. later!! but i haven't studied. and by asking classmates, none of them have! haha. we are in deep shit. k la.. need to study for awhile! den sleep.
all the best to everyone taking exams! lotsa love. =)
Thursday, September 7, 2006 @ Thursday, September 07, 2006
woke up for school today. wa lao. damn tired ok. but den managed to reach sch on time. met sham n we walk slowly to sch. chem was boring! haha. i wanted to sleep! den nvm.. lucky today quite fast. den go mac eat with sham! aft awhile, kwee cheng n raidah came so we talk cock! haha. den go meet deon n mice to go deon hse! reach liao.. we slack only la. haha. her doggy is DAMN CUTE! den i watched the movie THE PERFECT MAN. with joey n mice actually ... den joey fall asleep n mice help deon do smt. so i watch alone. den deon need leave for class so in the end nv watch finish! haha. den nvm... den mice follow me back as she dun wan go home. and also need to go tuition at 7pm. so we take 912 frm admiralty mrt. den we drop off at woodgrove, walked past church den mice decided to just take a peep in church. so we go in. haha. saw the servers! den took her ard. showed her church hall, the basement. TOILETS- tat des.biswas went into! haha. den aft tat, went to eugene blk downstairs sit down n talk alot! haha. den at 7pm we go back liao. came home, mummy cooked SPAGHETTI!! so nice. den i see SINGAPORE IDOL! of coz la.. my dear JONATHAN ok! omg... he's super super cute. i wanna hug him! haha. he sing so nice... he's my idol already!' HAHA... some of u guy's hairs standing. TOO BAD!! I JUST LOVE HIM! den i bathe in cold water! i can't believe it! i'm supposed to be a PRINCESS! haha. joke. my palacce's heater sux! i'm supposed to be rich! haha. talk to deon on the phone and she thinks its funny! still can say shiny body n hair! mad woman! talk awhile den come online! cuz she in her dad car on the way back.
hmmm... just talked to christie. she's really angry with her. i hope they'll be ok soon. i dun wan things to be weird between our hanging out in church n stuff. i dun wanna see u both cry!ok! =)
*ness- i will give u the time ok. but only if you really wan to be my friend. you gottta learn to trust us. to trust tat we'll be there for you ok? we love you! =)
*deee-dun be angry with her liao. hahas. later more mosquitoes bite you. HAHA!
ok liao.. benedict is being lame. lolx. i shall join him in lameness. i'm signing off. =)
Wednesday, September 6, 2006 @ Wednesday, September 06, 2006
seventeen party at ZOUK was ok. but being there with amazing ppl made me even more happy!! deon,peter,joel,sher,ness,jude,rozanna! i love you guys! haha. we took many pictures! i'm just lazy to put all! haha. aft zouk, we went clarke quay. frm there,walked to ESPLANADE. ate den took a cab home. the cabbie was nice. we only had 17 dollars n he said its ok. sent me,peter,jude n joel all home! haha. so nice! oh well... i'm tired now! haha. love!
Tuesday, September 5, 2006 @ Tuesday, September 05, 2006
this is for you. i'm tired. we're tired. thats why i decided to talk to you. you hang out with us. mass,dinner, swimming n blah blah blah. but you dun tell any of us stuff. nothing abt you. you keep silent all of a sudden at times. we're all tired. we want to be there for you. tats wat FRIENDS do. true friends. but you dun wanna trust us. you say u need time. to tell you the truth, you had the time. all along. you just didn't wan to. we dun wanna force you girl. I dun wanna force you. you know we care. yet you... haiz. we dun wan to see you cry. we dun wanna leave you all alone. yeah, you can turn to him. we're not saying no. tat you can't be with him. we just dun wan u to get hurt. do you tink we're happy seeing you like this? stop it ok. it has to end. we're here for you. now its your choice. so pls tell us when u decide. dun keep us in the dark anymore. you know we love you. its up to you now ok. but we're here whenever you need us. you know how i feel. take care.
Monday, September 4, 2006 @ Monday, September 04, 2006
i'm going for shine jesus shine rally later. 7.30pm at novena church. with nessa,christie n dunno who else. will take alot of pics. if i have time,i'll upload them. i'm so bored now. its already 3plus n i haven't bathe yet ok! but i dun stink! =) just changed the song of my blog. i love the song! haha.
amanda's back frm camp. i miss her loads! reply me u monkey! oh wells.. deon changed her link. and even has password. haha.
tmr night- seventeen party. haven't decided wat to wear. punk-rock is SO not me. yeahh. wonder how everyone will look like. i will take pictures too! haha. I AM SO BORED NOW! i tink i shld be getting ready for the rally. its VERY early but too bad. I'M BORED! haha.
tag ok? LOVE! =)
Saturday, September 2, 2006 @ Saturday, September 02, 2006
today's an amazing day. except the morning part. here's why... MR JOB had to sms me at 7.45am to REMIND me of a art class today. when i didn't even noe. den called cindy ask her go she said ok. den had to RUSH. pack clothes in my tiny bag stuffed with art stuff. as i was gg to meet deon later. den wear slippers to sch. daddy sent me. ms chritra look at my slippers ask me why wear. i say injured she dun believe. stupid. haha. but den she finally let me in sch.
den art today, atleast MR JOB got help me do very nice drawings! den at abt 12.30pm...left school. cindy no money den had to walk. reached woodlands went to change into jeans n black t-shirt.
den go meet deon liao. at first we very quiet. but den, started to talk thanks to my BIG mouth. haha. went to BUGIS. walked ard alot. anyhow also walk. we kept talking n gg same places round aft round. haha. den we finally decided to eat. deon wanted to bring me to a place to eat one dish( forgot the name!) but den she forgot where cuz long time nv go. she must look for a temple... walk here n there. FINALLY!!! we found the temple. den she know where liao.. bring me there. make me try a soupy red colour dish. looked damn scary ok! haha. i didn't dare eat but she made me try the soup. it was ok la. quite nice actually. den we talked alot. haha. only she n i shall know. den a salesman was approaching so we faster wan run away. haha. so bad man. but we dun wan donate money! den went inside a temple! ( i dunno why) (she made me!!) it was smoky n many ppl were praying. DUH!!! haha. den we walked ard. looking for a toilet. den aft tat.. went walking ard. i tink it was fun! haha. got nice clothes but nv buy. cuz i only have 5 dollars today! oh my gosh! haha. 5 bucks in bugis! haha.
at abt 5 plus, we decided to go to to lavender. as deon was gonna start her dance lesson at 6. i wanna see how she dance! reach there liao.. there was this REALLY CUTE GUY!!! omg.. he's super cute! i feel like gg back every week at 5 plus to see him! haha. i wonder wats he's name... =) anyway, deon dance very nice. she kept complaining of her look like gay dance partner. haha. say he dance like shit. i agree to a certain extent. haha!! den at 7, she finish liao. she want have dinner so showed me the way back.
reach home liao. supposed to meet christie. but i didn't feel like gg to the court. so she came up, and we talked! haha. i did alot of talking today. thats why its amazing.
it bonds ppl. haha! anyway.. online now. its so boring. mummy n daddy coming back late. so i can use com.. but i'm kinda tired. wanna sleep soon i tink! haha. k la.. toodles! =)
Friday, September 1, 2006 @ Friday, September 01, 2006
things i am thinking of NOW! ( i'm bored)
1)i want more candy floss!! (pink) 2)what i should wear tmr! 3)who to call for the 17 party? 4)what i should wear to SEVENTEEN party! 5)i wanna dance. 6)what time is he gonna to call? ( i want to sleep) 7)how i am gonna lose 10 kg by christmas?! 8)what happened to deon? ( nv reply me online) 9) i wan m&m milk chocolates! =) 10)i should change my toe nail colour! 11)i hope the girls can make it to paula's party. 12) i tink i should sleep now. 13)he still hasn't called! hmpphh.
@ Friday, September 01, 2006
had a wonderful lovely gorgeous time in town today with him. watched frostbitten. it is damn stupid. dun ever watch it.
tmr gg meet deon. den maybe go for dance at 7pm if uncle greg is ok n it is still on. he went hospital yesterday. heard he was baking at home den fainted. hope he gets well. yupp. i dunno wat to write now.
so i shall go. haha. will blog tmr or smt. LOVE!! =)
glitter princess*
Name : Lexine Theodora-Ann Iseral
Age : 23
B'day : 16-Oct-1989
Status :SINGLE and not available
Religion : Roman Catholic
things i enjoy
TAYLOR SWIFT * Clubbing * Karaoke * Blog * Listening to music * handphone games *
* pink and silver glitter *
wishlist
get a diploma
club at helipad
RED/BLACK/WHITE/BROWN jeans
become an Emirates Cabin Crew
volunteer at orphanages
buy 2 more skirts
buy more clothes
lose 15kg
join a gym or pole dancing
join a church ministry