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Friday, June 29, 2007 @ Friday, June 29, 2007
my grandpa woke up yesterday. and i talked to him. the nurse says he's getting better. and tat he can slowly start to breathe on his own again. i never imagined seeing my grandpa like this. he was always so so strong. all my cousins can agree with me.
ok. so i have work later. and i AM NOT GG FOR THE CONCERT!!!!(sceams!!)
instead i am gg for singapore vs australia match. with joel,benedict,shawn,hems n dunno who else. one saturday night with the guys to rmb.
I GOTTA CHANGE NOW. =)
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 @ Wednesday, June 27, 2007
oh fish to the world i want to win those tickets ok! HAHA MTV CAN U HEAR ME! give me n jiebin those damn tickets! WE WANT/NEED TO GO! then we'll dance the whole night!
i hope i can go swimmin with pris tmr. i wana lose weight. i need excercise! =)
anyway, my grandpa has to go for another operation. i cant be there but i still love him.
Monday, June 25, 2007 @ Monday, June 25, 2007
sunday i'm in RCIY now? as a refresher i think. ok. welcome back to church lex
den to the hospital to see grandpa he isnt doing too well. we're all so scared.and i'm starting to hate HOSPITALS
monday
went to help my aunty at e-mart today on the way in the car. i realised i forgot my phone. reaction: " OH SHIT MUMMY!! TURN BACK!!" mummy's: "cannot la. too bad. ur fault'' reaction: hmmphh!
then
I SAW STUART! he cldnt stop smiling he's so funny laaa but all he ever said was" hi, thanks, bye" and all i ever said was" hi, welcome.bye" its just so funny( i find it funny!)
OHHHH i saw LONGGEN TOO he's in army n still wants notes to study
i tink i have weird frens haha. okkk i am tired now will be back later.
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 @ Wednesday, June 20, 2007
i know u remember all our times tgt. growing up tgt n all. tuition.playground. cathechism. parents. sisters. neighbours. everything rei. everything i can't explain this feeling. its just so hard. i think abt all the time. I can't forget all the crazy shit we used to do Hell yeah it's hard to walk away i always treated u as a sister. i loved u.
Monday, June 18, 2007 @ Monday, June 18, 2007
weird ppl view me on friendster you know. i donno them! arhhhh
@ Monday, June 18, 2007
i tink my grandpa is ok. he's just sleeping now since yesterday, i wish he wld get up soon. i want to wish him HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.
anyway, work today. at pizzafari den night safari at ben n jerry's! btw. hey girls! lets go to the zoo can? this week! let me know girls. =) LOVE!
Thursday, June 14, 2007 @ Thursday, June 14, 2007
TUESDAY
work was to start at 6pm
so joel n i went to cwp first.
and look!
SWENSONS HAS HAPPY STUDENT HOUR!
yummy potato soup,french fries and Sticky Chewy Chocolate
gosh. it was fantastic. only the service sucked.
but i wrote a feedback form n said it was bad,
HAHA! i am mean. but so wat,
it really was.
den went for work.
den aft work went to mac n stayed out till 4am
frenchy fries so yummy
Sticky Chewy Chocolate
WEDNESDAY
deon tan no work. BUT! had to get up early. had to meet mum&dad at toa payoh they wanted to buy things for us. and eat together. i bought new tights which i dunno if i'll wear! HAHA. den came home. deon called to ask if i free. so i said got church at 8pm. so i met her to have a snack n to talk haven't seen her like so long laaden i had to rush down to church at 725pm mass. alone n late. i felt horrible. but ya, attended den went down for POTLUCK the band was there, so i took food n sat down to enjoy myself aircon, food, band, ( NOT BAD!)
den mum recieved a call. it was aunty jovina. it was noisy so she couldnt hear. and went out. seconds later, rushed in crying. she told me tata( my grandpa) was involved in an accident. my heart froze. i rushed to find sean n avlyn. we ran to the car. n on e way,we prayed.
i was fucking scared. i was angry. so many questions. who hit him? where? why? how it happened? what was he doing?
reached the hospital, aunty jovina was there. she told us, a lorry or trailer hit him he was gg to the factory to take leave on fri for my dad's cousin's dad's funeral the F-ing driver tried to run away! den another chinese man shouted at him all
doctor said my tata broke 4 rib bones. they dunno if he has internal bleeding but he's in a very critical condition somemore my grandpa has asthma,heart problems all
my grandpa doesnt even drive fast you know he takes care of his motorbike and follows the speed limit.
at ard 12 plus, we could take turns to see him in pairs. i went with my brother. we saw his hands swollen all. needles n tubes all over him. but he was so happy to see us. i didnt know wat to say. cuz i knew tat if he talked, it wld be very pain n he wld become breathless aft awhile, told him i'll be back tmr to see him den avlyn n leslie(cousin) went in.
den on e way down, we saw desmond biswas's mum. i was so shocked. she told us desmond was not feelin well, den we went up to see him. he was shocked to see us, but i hope he was happy.
i hope both of them will be ok. thank you everyone for you prayers. i really really appreciate it. don't stop ok?
Sunday, June 10, 2007 @ Sunday, June 10, 2007
got back from work. i can't sleep cuz if i do, i won't wake up one! so i shall sit here! haha. playing NEOPETS.
i just did the banner with justin(cousin) amrish,michelle,maria and justin are stayin over so everyone's sleeping everywhere EXCEPT MY BED! hahahaha.
k la, i hope many ppl will buy mummy's muffin's. 50cents only ok? =) ill post pictures when i get them.
love lexy the sexy
Friday, June 8, 2007 @ Friday, June 08, 2007
i have work later. so i can't go for mass again. i feel so like shit.
things to do today: gg to get ready den pay bills. den go shopping for some new clothes. den get a prepaid card. den go work with joel. den aft work, come home, help mummy with the posters for the muffin stall. sleep sleep sleep.
@ Friday, June 08, 2007
its 4am in the morning. i am freaking tired. but i finally watched HEROES finish gg to sleep now. GOODNIGHT
Thursday, June 7, 2007 @ Thursday, June 07, 2007
so went to work today again. we have a new supervisor in training. his name is bala. and i hate him alot. and i am very influential. anywya, today i shout at him cuz he said some things when i was talking to my fren. me: fuck you la, not talking to u rite. bala: fuck you la. me: fuck yourself la. well, this happened cuz he said nonsense when its not his pa-sa some ppl are just so fucked up. n did i forget to mention tat he is so anti-social. ( brrr. bloody ass)
tmr there is no work. so i maybe will be gg out. seoul garden?! i want! but i am seriously getting very fat la! omggg. i need to go jogging every morning! and feast day funfair on sunday, can't wait to see everyone i miss and help mummy with selling of muffins! everyone can buy one ok? =)
too serious too soon
Monday, June 4, 2007 @ Monday, June 04, 2007
its so hard to be in this relationship. sometimes i really want to give up. she doesn't allow. he doesn't allow. and when we want to have fun tgt, we can't be alone. and its seriously making me feel like shit. i know you do too and maybe u've been crying just like me. but i dunno if i'm strong like you. i want to fall down. i'm so tired.
its just not fair. not fair at all. i love you. but no one can see that.
Sunday, June 3, 2007 @ Sunday, June 03, 2007
yest had attachment to ulu ulu restaurant, met new ppl. mostly boys there. got girls, a few, n one malay girl so stuck up. den i just ignore her. so fucker. anyway, it was so damn tiring la! i definitely lost weight! haha carrying all the plates all so damn heavy. esp indian dishes which are made from copper! so did tat from 6pm to 11pm. hand all pain la. i wanted to run back to ben n jerry's! somemore the pay is same! but i had a great time.
i just realised feast day is next week? i can't go now. work! haiz. or maybe i will take leave. but i can't go dinner cuz no one wanna go with me! haiz.
anyway avlyn, if u want me to be a elder sister. i also cannot. cuz u are always thinking u're the boss. ask me to shut up all. i also can give up ok? u are so darn rude all now. you think u are the eldest. den pls take part my place. its not easy one single bit. pls dun say i care for my frens the most all. thats not true. so dun always blame me when u too haven't done ur part. stop that attitude cuz i have it tooo den we can be a family. and if u want to give up. no one can stop you. dun forget, ur frens can't be there always. den you will regret it. take care avlyn. bye. I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
Friday, June 1, 2007 @ Friday, June 01, 2007
if i never cared. i wld not have NOT let you go n when i said no, u keep calling me bitch all. so wat the hell la. helped u n e next night u show attitude. so i told mummy. cuz i cannot control u, cuz u nv listen to me i know u helped me b4, dun tell me i have never helped u ever. you can turn ur back on me but dun do it to ur parents. you're only 14 years old. its even wrong to ask to go out at 3 ok? mummy also scolded me for letting u go. i knew that was coming. but i had to tell her, not get you in trob on purpose. see? u always think i purposely wan to get u into trouble. you dunno tat because u are the youngest, I N SEAN gets it too. that means we get into trouble together. you can love ur frens, i love mine too. but they have their families too. if u leave home one day, u can stay with them for days, after tat where do u go? you have to come home. cuz u urself know tats the right place even when u hate it. or think e ppl there hate you. you do know tat, but u are being stubborn to see it.
i am not perfect. infact,everything i do there's smt wrong.
see? let u go also wrong. dun let also wrong.
i rather u not look up to me.
and if u wanted a sister, u better start listening first help fold clothes when i am working. dun use ur hp so much cuz u still have bill to pay (n not only yours also) stop behaving like a ah lian. you think u are not, but take another look at the mirror den look at those YOU call ah lians. den look back at the mirror. and study hard, dun be stupid like me to fail o levels den must repeat all. den the father not happy all den whole family upset. dun repeat my mistakes.
thats smt to do if u wan to be a good sister.
and stop that temper. rmb, the whole family has. n you being the youngest, u realised it last. so dun play temper with us. thats sucks. n the reason why i nv buy for u present all, is cuz u always make me angry when i want to buy. sean dun disturb me. sometimes when he makes me angry, i treat him the same. so pls dun compare ok. you know wat i did when my temper starts. i think one disaster in the family is enuff. there's no need for three.
so pls dun think your family hates you, infact we were proud when u pass chinese all. cuz look at me n sean. but no, u dun see that. u only see bad things. but i dun blame you cuz i also only show bad things. so ya.
and if u really want me to be an older sister, you have to be the younger one first wat. or else u will think i boss u ard when i ask u for smt. and thats cuz u think u have the right to. so avlyn, if u wan me to be an elder sister, i can't promise to be the best cuz of mistakes i have done before but i can if u listen to me n sean too. and mummy, cuz she loves u too. n u shld realise tat. shouting at her makes her cry at night. you dunno cuz u sleep at night. i don't.
and one more thing,
no boy who loves you wld ask u out at 3am.
thats damn too much.
glitter princess*
Name : Lexine Theodora-Ann Iseral
Age : 23
B'day : 16-Oct-1989
Status :SINGLE and not available
Religion : Roman Catholic
things i enjoy
TAYLOR SWIFT * Clubbing * Karaoke * Blog * Listening to music * handphone games *
* pink and silver glitter *
wishlist
get a diploma
club at helipad
RED/BLACK/WHITE/BROWN jeans
become an Emirates Cabin Crew
volunteer at orphanages
buy 2 more skirts
buy more clothes
lose 15kg
join a gym or pole dancing
join a church ministry