I can shine too, someday!

Time for army

Thursday, June 11, 2009 @ Thursday, June 11, 2009

Baby woke me up at around 10plus in the morning and i got ready. We were going to send him off for his enlistment into National Service today. He held my hand most of the time and gave me little pecks of kisses whenever his mummy wasnt looking.. I could feel my heart pumping faster everytime he squeezed my hand. We reached Pasir Ris and met his sister- Nicolli and his family & I took the bus to the ferry terminal to take the ferry to the campsite.

As soon as We reached we had to be separted. Parents/Friends got to have a damn bloody hot tour of their campsite while the enlistees had to go for briefing and collection of the items. After about 2 hours plus, I got to see him again. He was still smiling everytime he looked at me. (I wished could just run away! Haha, I cant bear to see him prepare to be away from me. So sickening!) Then Everyone got into the auditorium where there was a video of what they would be doing during the 3 months and a speech by their Camp-In-Charge. After all that boring stuff that caused his sister to sleep, the boys took their oath and sang national anthem. Then.... We got to try out food! Where the boys could join their families for lunch... Then he told me he would call me later whenever he could and he would miss me. About 15mins later the boys had to leave us. I didnt cry even though I felt a little sting in my heart. I watched him walk away and waved goodbye.. The rest of the journey back with the family was so quiet.. and tiring.

I miss him so badly. I want my baby back :(