I can shine too, someday!

Sunday, June 3, 2007 @ Sunday, June 03, 2007

yest had attachment to ulu ulu restaurant,
met new ppl. mostly boys there.
got girls, a few, n one malay girl so stuck up.
den i just ignore her. so fucker.
anyway, it was so damn tiring la!
i definitely lost weight! haha
carrying all the plates all so damn heavy.
esp indian dishes which are made from copper!
so did tat from 6pm to 11pm.
hand all pain la.
i wanted to run back to ben n jerry's!
somemore the pay is same! but i had a great time.

i just realised feast day is next week?
i can't go now. work! haiz.
or maybe i will take leave.
but i can't go dinner cuz no one wanna go with me! haiz.

anyway avlyn,
if u want me to be a elder sister.
i also cannot. cuz u are always thinking u're the boss.
ask me to shut up all.
i also can give up ok?
u are so darn rude all now.
you think u are the eldest.
den pls take part my place.
its not easy one single bit.
pls dun say i care for my frens the most all.
thats not true.
so dun always blame me when u too haven't done ur part.
stop that attitude cuz i have it tooo
den we can be a family.
and if u want to give up. no one can stop you.
dun forget, ur frens can't be there always.
den you will regret it.
take care avlyn. bye.
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery