I can shine too, someday!

Tuesday, February 6, 2007 @ Tuesday, February 06, 2007

its been confirmed!
9th Febuary 2007.
2.30pm at Riverside Sec Sch.
in my blue uniform.
i'm 2nd to collect my results
since i'm REGISTER no 2.
oh damn it.

i'm freaking scared.
and stupid bloody dad still not helping!
our conversation:
dad: how do u think u wld do?
me: i dunno.
dad: what if u dun do well. wat will u do?
me: re-take it. as a private candidate.
dad: no! its too expensive.
me:den go ite? no other choice wat. ite or private only.
dad: [SHOUTING] in the first place! why must u do badly!
dad:why didn't u study hard enough?
me: [ keeps quiet! n walks away before it gets worse]

think abt it dear frens.
he started asking abt wat i wld do if not well.
den ends up shouting at me when given
the truthful answers.
seriously man. wat can i do if i dun do well?
i dun wan to go ITE. so i have to re-take la!
there's nth i can do now but wait for the results.
and the he can't see that.

i really can't stand him man!
i need to grow up faster.
and get away fast.