I can shine too, someday!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ Tuesday, September 26, 2006

can you ppl believe it!
JONATHAN lost.
i was so sad la. but EXPECTED!
shucks man. poor dear boy.
haha. nvm girls.
next year, we'll do spice girls.
haha. and yes, we need to get e pic soon!
you all know why!
oh, four of us only or wat? haha!
lets take more pictures! =)

anyway, miss vanessa lee.
i nv force u to say anything to me,
or to get over him INSTANTLY!
pls dun PUT word in my mouth.
im just sick n tired of the same
old thing week aft week.
its you who dunno what friendship is abt.
seriously la,
if you loved me as a fren too,
was it so hard to answer me on the phone?
WHY BLOG ABT IT!
please la. if u wanna continue being hurt,
i'm sorry for you den.
ill not bother. cuz i noe its useless.
i'm nothing to you.
all i ever wanted was for u to be happy.
really happy. not hurt inside.
only you can decide for yourself.
no one can ever force u to do anything.
its always been up to you.
it always had and will be.
go ahead and do watever you wan.
i was NEVER impt to you.
i finally realised how stupid i am,
how stupid i am to let u use me.
im sick n tired.
you dun need me rite?
you dun bother when u lose me as a fren?
so wats the point.
i tried to be a good fren.
all i ever wanted was to not see u cry.
so much for caring.
when u dun even want me. FUCK.
i hate this.
i wanna move along.

so i guess this is where we come to.
the end.
bye. take care.

i have to change skin soon. again. haha.