i'm not alseep yet. dunno why. its 2.30am now and i'm not tired.
i just got back frm joslyn's b'dae party at rosewood condo.
i didn't really wanna go but den he wanted me to, so i did.
but then, we nv talked. i didn't steal glances at him either.
i'm not pissed or wat. i just didn't noe wat to say to you.
but dun worry sweetie, i still love you. yup. anyway, nessa n
drey talked me into not giving up on my faith. and i noe, they won't
give up on me. like wat they said. thanks babes. =)

so at abt 10.40pm, left the place. with peter, drey, keith,
bernard, manda, andrew, larris n some others. yeah, on
e way back, saw qi cheng, but nv got to say hi, dat silly guy,
walked all e way frm soccer court to see me but shy come
say hi cuz mom was there. haha. silly boy. haha!

oh well, got back n now i'm on e com watching the LOST episode i missed on thurs. dad recorded for me. yeah, its scary sitting in e dark alone. but nvm, talking to lex, stefan, eugene n stephy.mike a lil. haha. here and there. steph wants me to link her. alright babe.
stefan still thinks i'm fat. no i'm not k.dun be naughty. haha! eugene
wants to sleep but i dun let him. haha!

and lex, he's having some troubled feelings. dat guy ah.
haiz. so much pain in his life. and i dunno wat to do.
oh well, here's smt i wanna say to you lex. " i dun wan u to give up on life just because relationships fail. you can go on living. like duh. so dun talk abt dying n nonsense. i can't stand it. i treat u like my bro. how can you expect me to sit here reading ur blogs abt giving up on life so easily. i won't allow tat. i want u to know tat many ppl love n care for you. i wan you to learn how to move on. i want all my frens to be happy. i want poixin to be happy. i want michelle to be happy. i want you to happy. i want ppl i love to be happy. diann may hate me or not, but tat wont stop me frm loving her as my mei. and tat wont make me give up on her. so lex, you shld't give up. atleast not when iim still standing by you, caring for you. "

yeah. tats e note for you lex, and for all who read this. i care abt u too.
i'll be more than willing to listen to u. to wipe ur tears n see u smile.
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